a frivolous mind

If there's a word to describe my feeling right now, it would have been "blinded". I can't seem to see the bigger picture. It just does not make sense to me for the moment. But the weird thing is that I am totally aware of the fact that, now is not the time to make crucial decisions. I don't even know if there is any decision to be made. // Read More

What is the darkness within my mind ? What does it tell me ? I dont think i know the darkness within myself, but I feel it. I experience it. It is scary. It is selfish. It is harmful. It is fearful. It is hurtful. It is out of control. It is restless. Why did i end up here ? // Read More

My life is riddled with occasions that I did the “right” thing even though it may not have been what I really wanted to do. These are occasions where I may not have really known what I wanted to do so my actions were impulsive. Or times when I didn’t want to disappoint someone who was counting on me. Or times when I did what I thought would give me the most flexible or practical outcome, even if something else would have been so much more fun, fulfilling or interesting. // Read More