I am a creature of feelings.
My heart works both to my advantage and my disadvantage
My heart serves as both my biggest strength and yet my biggest enemy
Both good and bad, at the same time; causing confusions and insecurities
Distractions in life are inevitable
Sometimes i think i can solve them like how i solve maths
However, more often than not, these are distractions of my heart
When feelings are involved, answers might not be as easy as ABC
Solutions would no longer be as simple as 1 + 1
My mind knows the right actions yet my heart thinks otherwise
And often, i fall prey to self destructions
Because, that path seems easier for that moment of time
Because, that road seems to provide us with moments of false hope
With moments of false joy
Joy which i may seem to have lost in my lowest points
Joy which i may seem to have forgotten at my darkest moments
If i m not strong enough to face them
The best solution is perhaps to run away
Run afar to avoid further damages
Temporary avoidance tends to help to fade that momentary rush of emotions
Because, i understand that time heals; that time changes
In times of such distractions and confusions
It is important that i keep a quiet mind and a peaceful heart
Understanding myself.. knowing my priorities and purposes
I always have the right answers
I just need to think deeper and stronger
Concentrate on right livelihood.. and last but not least
Always do the right thing from the bottom of my heart.